Eliot wanted all of the footballs. |
On the way home, we went by the grocery store. The bell guy told us how cute he thought Chris and Eliot's matching outfits were. Oh man. Then he said I was doing a great job. If only he knew! I was pretty embarrassed, but I think it only fueled Chris's love for matching. "Everyone probably thinks I'm really nice or really whipped," he said. It's the latter assumption that worries me. Ha! I guess I don't want everyone to think I forced him into it.
Afterward, I picked up Stephanie and we made bread with my breadmachine (thanks, Mom and Dad!) while watching Tree of Life. I had bought the movie for Chris for Christmas, but he guessed it and took it early. Whatever. I don't think a year has gone by when I haven't given Chris at least one present (if not all) early. The bread turned out great, warm, and soft. I made grilled cheese (and grapes and carrots) for Eliot for lunch.
Last night (or this morning), Eliot woke up screaming inconsolably. He was laying in my arms, so I know he didn't get hurt. I thought he was hungry. Nope. Maybe he was hot? Not really. It took about 20 minutes to get him to calm down and go back to sleep. I have no clue what got him going. Could have been as simple as a bad dream.... But moments like that get me worrying. How will I some day balance his needs and a hypothetical little brother or sister? We're not there yet, but I always jump to that thought when Eliot needs my full-on attention. This really doesn't happen that often, though, so I try to assure myself that we will all adjust one day when the time comes.
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